delmar
hello.
my name is delmar.
actually, it is an abbreviation from my full name: MaDELeine, MARissa.
i was born on july, under the sign Leo. find out all about Leo, and you will find out almost 95% of my custom :)
la vie en rose
: actually is a song originally performed by Edith Piaf.
it always reminds me of the strength of love and youth and i can't get enough of it. so i thought, it would be nice if i put that spirit into my blog.
anyway,
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Thursday, December 15, 2005 (my X'mas wish is ..)
"don't talk to me as if you think i'm dumb .. i wanna know when you're gonna come.."
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* from waiting in vain, originally performed by Bob Marley
kebetulan, aku leo. dan entah kenapa, orang-orang leo 'dikaruniai kutukan' untuk tidak dapat mengungkapkan emosinya. ada untungnya, ada juga ruginya. untungnya, misalnya aja, orang-orang leo jadi tak mudah tertebak dan meninggalkan kesan misterius (ini menurut dia). ruginya .. kadang (aku) susah mengungkapkan apa yang kurasa.
kebetulan, dia cancer. dan orang-orang cancer dikaruniai perasaan yang halus dan sensitif. tentu aja, ada untung ruginya juga! ruginya, .. being too sensitive sometimes annoying. untungnya, segala hal tidak perlu dijabarkan gamblang tapi orang-orang cancer selalu dapat meraba arahnya. (well, at least, dia begitu)
sayang, berkaitan dengan hal perasaan, aku dan dia sama-sama SUSAH mengungkapkan perasaan. jual mahal? yaaa, bisa dibilang begitu deh. tapi ga mahal-mahal amat koq. nanti ngga laku! :)
sepertinya, permainan 'jual mahal' dan 'tarik ulur' selalu menjadi menu kami deh. tapi sekali lagi, menu seperti ini ada untung dan ruginya!
untungnya, perasaan kami jadi ngga kacangan. jadi seru. jadi lebih bermakna.
ruginya, kadang capek juga main seperti itu terus. apalagi kalo lagi ngga mood dan berhadapan dengan menu 'jual mahal' atau 'tarik ulur' itu. duh! please deh..
mmm ..
jadi, sayang, aku bilang ke kamu ya sekarang .. terus terang .. blak-blakan ..
i really hope that you could (and would) come with me. i don't wanna go if you can't, but i can't do that. so, please .. could you (and would you) come with me? i'll love you more if you could, but i won't love you less if you couldn't. just .. consider that as my x'mas gift. please.
just try. okay, honey? just try.
there.
i've said it. out loud.
now it's up to you.
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