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delmar hello.
my name is delmar.

actually, it is an abbreviation from my full name: MaDELeine, MARissa.

i was born on july, under the sign Leo. find out all about Leo, and you will find out almost 95% of my custom :)

la vie en rose : actually is a song originally performed by Edith Piaf.

it always reminds me of the strength of love and youth and i can't get enough of it. so i thought, it would be nice if i put that spirit into my blog.

anyway,
this blog is nothing but random thoughts, notes, links, pics, and whatever things across my mind. please bare with it :)

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Tuesday, January 31, 2006 and to Rome we go ..

tomorrow i'm going to go to Rome.

i dunno why i wrote this, but it seems it's an enjoyable thing to write. to share. and to do :)

so, .. pack my bag.
Rome, .. here i come!

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Saturday, January 28, 2006 the concerto


aaahh..

this is the best view..

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Friday, January 27, 2006 kisses are sweet ..





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Friday, January 20, 2006 like grandpa, like granddaughter .. :)

violin, dear?

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006 playing for grandpa


nyanyikan lagu riang .. :)


i love you, grandp!!

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Saturday, January 14, 2006 jagoan cium :*)

*ciuman di bibir*
dia : pagi..
*ciuman di bibir*
dia : apa jadwalmu hari ini?
*ciuman di bibir*

*ciuman di bibir*
dia : kamu ngga ke mana-mana kan?
*ciuman di bibir*
aku : please .. are we gonna do this all the time?
dia : apa?
aku : itu, .. kamu nyiumin bibirku terus
dia : *ketawa* because i feel like to, honey!
*ciuman di bibir*

aku : ya, .. tapi jangan di bibir terus donk .. aku kan juga banyak kerjaan lain. kalo bibir ketemu bibir terus, ya repot. kamu boleh nyium, tapi ngga boleh bibir terus. biar ga ganggu aku juga, oke?
dia : oke. deal.

*ciuman di tengkuk*
aku : aduuuh .. geli, gila!
*ciuman di pundak*
aku : bisa dibilangin ngga sih?? geli!
*ciuman di punggung*
dia : kan kamu tadi yang bilang, ciuman di mana pun boleh asal bukan di bibir. ini kan bukan bibirmu. emang ada bibir di punggungmu?
*ciuman di leher*

aku : hhhh .. gila! kalo gini terus, ga akan kelar-kelar nih urusan dunia!
*gantian kuciumin dia*

dia : *ketawa kegelian, mula-mula pelan, lama-lama jadi ngakak* .. ampun .. ampun, sayang .. iya deh .. ngerti .. geli .. geliii .. stop! .. stooopp .. !!



well,
siapa yang menang, sekarang? :p

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Thursday, January 12, 2006 WE bleed no more

your heart won't bleed anymore, .. my eyes won't shed the tears anymore..


: replying your post.

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006 percakapan (PALING) menyakitkan

koboi_jénggo : aku ngga tau kenapa aku bisa jatuh cinta sama kamu ..
bilangstopsekarang : ???
bilangstopsekarang : maksud loe?
bilangstopsekarang : kamu udah ngga cinta sama aku lagi, gitu??
koboi_jénggo : 'jatuh' itu sakit, say..
bilangstopsekarang : ???
bilangstopsekarang : so?
bilangstopsekarang : jadi?
bilangstopsekarang : kamu udah ngga cinta sama aku lagi???
bilangstopsekarang : hei!
koboi_jénggo : aku masih sayang kamu, koq..





*daaang!!*
Yahoo! Messenger, 10 Januari 2006

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new word(s) for me :)

In Spanish the word 'esposa' means 'wife', while the (plural) word 'esposas' means 'handcuffs'.

So, mi esposa, mis esposas = my wife, my handcuffs.

What a chauvinist language ;)

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Tuesday, January 10, 2006 God and Eve

"God, I have a problem."

"What's the problem, Eve?"

"I know that You created me and provided this beautiful garden and all of these wonderful animal, as well as that hilarious comedic snake, but I'm just not happy."

"And why is that, Eve?"

"God, I am lonely and bored, and I'm sick to death of apples!"

"Well, Eve, in that case, I have a solution. I shall create a man for you."

"Man? What is that, God?"

"A flawed, base creature, with many bad traits. He'll lie, cheat and be vain. He will be witless and will revel in childish things. He'll be bigger than you and will like fighting, hunting and killing things. He won't be smart, so he will need your advice to think properly. He will have a very limited emotional capacity and will need to be trained. He will look silly when he is aroused, but since you've been complaining, I'll create him in such way that he will satisfy your physical needs. And you most certainly will never be bored again!"

"Sounds great," says Eve, with ironically raised eyebrow, "but what's the catch, God?"

"Well, .. you can have him on one condition."

"And what's that, God?"

"As I said, he'll be proud, arrogant and self admiring.. so you'll have to let him believe I made him first. And it will have to be our little secret. You know, .. woman to woman .."

:)

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Monday, January 09, 2006 WISHES

wishes
wishes
wishes?
wishes
wishes
wishes
wishes.



*note: read the red to get the point :)

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Saturday, January 07, 2006 segudang cinta

aku masih punya
segudang cinta, sebetulnya..

tapi aku lupa di mana menaruh kuncinya.
gudang itu telah lama tertutup,
karena telah terlalu lama juga kita bermain
di padang ego kita
dan lupa kembali bekerja
menggarap ladang cinta kita.

orang yang datang lalu lalang telah
memetik bunga-bunga yang tumbuh di situ
dan rasanya bunga terakhir
telah diambil berbulan-bulan yang lalu.

lama kita tidak mengurusnya.

aku masih punya
segudang cinta, sebetulnya..

untuk kita tanami lagi pada ladang itu,
entah kau mau membantuku atau tidak.
tapi aku lupa di mana menaruh kuncinya.
jadi jika kau tak segera datang
mungkin lebih baik aku tetap menanti di ladang
sampai kau kembali pulang
dari permainan egomu di padang
atau aku menunggu seseorang lain datang
yang membantuku membuka pintu gudang.

aku masih punya
segudang cinta, sebetulnya.




: berlin, dec 31, 2005
[to J]

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lebih dari itu

 

maaf,
aku ingin..
tapi aku tak bisa menjanjikanmu
memakai cincin bertuliskan namamu.

maaf,
aku ingin..
tapi aku tak bisa menjanjikanmu
gaun pengantin atau pelaminan.

jika cukup bagimu:
teman di kala kau bersedih
pendamping di kala kau sakit
keranjang sampah di kala kau susah
pelukan erat sebelum kau tidur
kecupan mesra ketika kau terbangun
sekuntum bunga di saat-saat yang tak kau duga
telpon tengah malam hanya untuk sekedar
berbincang, atau mengeluh, atau bercerita
tentang anjing-anjingmu, tentang bunga yang
kau tanam dalam pot kecil di atas kulkasmu, atau
tentang apa saja yang terlintas dalam
pikiranmu saat itu,
aku bisa melakukan itu -
untukmu.

aku ingin..
tapi aku tak bisa menjanjikanmu
lebih dari itu.


...

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percakapan tahun baru

untuk apa kita menghitung waktu?
kau tertawa.

aku rindu padamu.
kapan kau kembali pulang?


aku telah membunuh egoku
dan memintamu
dengan segenap hatiku
menemaniku.
tapi kau membisu,
dan aku hancur dalam diammu.
jadi untuk apa kita menghitung waktu?

karena aku rindu padamu
dan ingin kau kembali pulang.


waktu adalah perjanjian semesta.
hal yang tak bisa kau sangkal.
tapi kita berdua
kekal dalam dunia khayal.
aku telah memintamu bangun
dan menjejak dunia semesta.
tidakkah kau ingat?
kau hanya terdiam.
jadi sekali lagi kutanya padamu
untuk apa kita menghitung waktu?

karena aku rindu padamu.
dan aku sadar betapa bodohnya diriku
membiarkan dirimu berlalu.
sekarang,
aku ingin kau pulang.


aku telah membunuh egoku.
sudahkah kamu?


...

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Friday, January 06, 2006 a REAL catch!! :D

he's a REAL catch! :D

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Cancer: Loyal, supportive, and full of attention. In account of love, he's kinda great. He's a real catch!

Love: 4 roses     Sex: 5 flames



YOUR PERFECT GUY: Men with indisputably guts!


hmmm..
not bad .. not bad at all! :)
and the fact that he's got no guts at all (ehehehee), hardly makes disputable topic to doubt! all in one package! ahaha! :D

he's trully a REAL catch! ~

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Leo!

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ARE YOU A TRUE LEO?

1. Proudly stand in public or presentation? Yes, I am!
2. Loyal to friends? Yes, I am!
3. "Potato-Mirror"? Hehehe .. No, ma'am .. Not me! :)
4. Hard to say you're sorry (though you know you're wrong!)? .. well .. :)


So, i'm a bit Leo, that's me. Well, .. that's fine. The fact that i was born on July 29 makes me think i'm a li'l bit Cancer as well. So I'm not a "truly Leo" - i'm only "a bit Leo" - but hey, that's me! :)


WHY MEN FALL FOR LEO?


You're very comfortable with your body and never hesitant to perform wildest moves for your loved one.
... hehehe .. see? no matter how 'not in shape' i am (yes, you said that, mas!) i've always been 'alerted' for your every moods! :)

You love to drive him nuts by playing hard-to-get. .. hahaha! .. no comment, deh! :p

You have a strong sense of erotic intuition. You knew perfectly how to turn him on. .. yes, ma'am, i am! his unpredictable moods can not beat my intuition! hah! .. mwahahahaa ..

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nice reading material .. :)

article from 'cosmo'

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N emailed me a nice article, scanned from 'Cosmopolitan' this month. come to think of it, i'll post this article to my blog. hopefully, they won't mind :)

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Thursday, January 05, 2006 great pics

alone, i break
i'm okay .. in case you're wondering
do you remember?


a series of B/W pics.

i'm looking for a lonely pose that looks like i think of something. from several pics, these two (first and second) are the most dramatic ones. i think i'd put them in my FS as well..

while the last one .. aheem-aheeemm ..
fat or not, chubby or not, feel sexy in that pose :D

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Tuesday, January 03, 2006 meet julie*..

lovely julie

.. the first model of B/W pics :)
she's intern-mate here in B, and we share the same bedroom. the good thing is, she brings nice clothes and we're at the same size .. if you know what i mean .. *evil grin* ahahahaa..

anyway,
more to come, i'll try to put other B/W pics :)


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* = not her real name

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Black and White

.. always eternity. that's why, starting now, i'll learn how to take B/W pics - like mas usually did for prewed.

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Sunday, January 01, 2006 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

happy new year

wish you happiness, wish you health, wish you the best..

but most of all .. , wish you were here .. :)

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